Considered my diary, that everyone can see.
Life is not that great for me. I live in a wonderful place, and I try to keep the positive in my mind, but when the anger, the depression shows it's face to me, I'm stuck.
I was born to a family that was extremely seperated. There was too much hate, and not enough love. I grew up seeing the most horrible things in life.
Now, as a teenager, it hit me. I am the most screwed up person you can find. I fell in love, and then stayed away from that person for maybe about 3 months now, and it pains me every day. I talked to another person, and before I could fall in love with him, I picked every reason I could find to hate him. He doesn't even meet my eyes in the hallway.
I have made alot of mistakes in lives, including not telling the truth. (But that is for another diary entry....)
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ReplyDeleteWow..you sound just like one of the books I have just read..It's about a girl who moves to a lot of different towns and tries to be the populars...but this time when she moves she tries to be a nerd or less.she doesnt want to make any new friends..and she eventually does and messes it up by being mean to them and hurts all her friends..then her parents tell her that they are going to stay in that town for 2 years instead of the 4 months they were supposed to..she has to aplogize in front of the whole school before her old friends forgive her..It's really good.u should read it...it's by jennifer z..and the title is How Not to be Popular..its deftinatally on my top 10 list!
ReplyDeleteI have read it, I thought the book was pretty good, but I would have wrote it differently. I did like the character of Jack though. He reminds me of someone. Someone very important. You are the first person to post something, and I am very thankful for that.
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